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Researching the cause and effect of Patriarchy was always a great topic of interest in the progress of returning to the Original Sacred Balanced State.

There is an aspect which is neglected, the story and origin of the toxic Feminine, which I wish to draw attention.

In an ideal set up we could see a Divine Masculine + Divine Feminine partnership, where the Divine Masculine leads by the inspiration of the Divine Feminine. There is a sacred balance and energy interaction between that two. As the Divine Feminine is in direct contact with the Source through her Womb, what is a portal to guide Souls into this World, she has the channel to healing, comfort, wisdom and inspiration. They lead the Masculine back to his True Home and protect his soul in the Divine Realm. The Divine Masculine therefore protects his Source as his most precious diamond in the physical world and by clearing the path and provide safety, he leads her forward and creates the future by her inspiration.

But this harmony was ruined by power-seek individuals who were afraid of the uncontrolled Source of Wisdom of the Womb, so they decided to take control over it. They raped and destroyed the Divine Feminine. The Powerful Wisdom was taken away from Saint Mary and Saint Magdalena, the story was rewritten, and Saint Mary became the Virgin and Magdalena became the slut.

For that power-grab caused the loss of divinity and created two classes of Men. The one who dictates their patriarchic rules to oppress the others, and the other one, who became a reflex organism, only being able to reply by obeying the rules and reacting from animal instinct. That two classes of Men pushed the feminine down to the third level, the oppressed feminine level, where she needs a man in order to become someone.

When women realized their positions, their first point of focus became hunting the male and possess them, lurk them into a marriage in all cost. In this upside-down world, the weak male's only option to feel that they are in control is to push the feminine to fight for them.

The Balance was completely ruined, the Divine Secret of Creation got lost and the whole civilization descended down to animal level, with the basic instinct of survival.

Divine Feminine are that few who found the way to reconnect to their ancient Source and therefore they have the infinite wisdom inside of them. Time does not count in that level anymore as their presence is the Divine Presence which provide the utmost Peace, Love, and Harmony. They are here to help Society and those lost females to reconnect back to the Source. They are here to lift others up and to heal the wound. They are here to awaken the Divine Masculine, the Protector, the Warrior, who will be the equal partner to stand their ground side by side with the Divine Feminine in this revolution.






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When 2018 I arrived to Ireland, I decided to draw in order to express myself and to set foundation for my values, which I honor and follow in all circumstances.

By creating a summary of my achievements, this is definitely one of my favorite.

While T.S.Evita Artworks was created in Dubai, these pictures have been all born in Irish land.

That has been a wonderful and extremely deep journey for me as far to walk through and give birth to all that pictures together with all the connected blogs just like a map to my Soul with my 100 founding stones.

For the full collection, please visit the Art Gallery.



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Updated: Jan 3


Closing this year brought me extreme challenges and lots of deep cuts needed to be done by serious necessity. While grieving takes its time, I stand shocked by watching the psychological phenomena what motivates people to turn into evil.

First, I examined it through the codependency segment, and I concluded that community can be such a glue among people that they are willing to give up their own moral principle if the pressure from the community requires it. They would do harmful rituals on someone, whom they even love and care just because the community demands so. There are special studies in psychology under crowd-control what examines these themes deeper and explains the why behind the unreasonable brutal behavior.

During Christmas I was invited to a table where couple of teenagers were sitting. I did not want to be rude, so I accepted the invitation when the girls started to show inappropriate behavior and while doing so, labeling the other guests with awful remarks because in group they felt strong. When the following days the other girl approached me alone, I addressed the behavior. The next day as soon as I stepped into the bar, I found myself in a mid of a crossfire, surrounded by shouting teenagers, all of them slandering me in the most awkward brutal labels, just like an inquisition from the Middle Ages. And if this did not bring me enough shock, the following raised the level.

NOBODY, I repeat NOBODY from the crowd stood up for me but instead the bar manager came and asked me to leave. After all, I was the only Non-Irish, the outsider, so the problem was most probably me. By the time I reached home I received an abusive threat to my Woman Rights Advocacy page from the same teenager.


As an International Woman Rights Advocate, I have my higher call to arrive to these places and bring attention for necessary changes, and I always hope that there will be a change.

Lots of my friends, if not all, suggested me to leave right after the first attack back in 2018, but I wished to do changes here.

My friends were right. They recommended a movie to gain a deeper understanding of this evil phenomena I am dealing with. The movie was Dogville and the similarities are frightening.

The opportunity, what is given by the pure existence of a single outlander and her vulnerability is enough reason to awaken the Evil mind in limited and conditioned groups.

What I can offer is opening a platform for all those Non-Irish single women, who are in the same shoes as me and may be frightened to speak up. I wish to offer them my voice to use, my ears to listen, and my arms to hold them.


The true learning point of the last year what I bring to the next is the necessity of BOUNDARIES and the SUPPORTIVE HEALTHY CONNECTIONS. No matter how peaceful you are, anyone can meet you just on that level which they have reached on their own.


#womanrights #abuse #dogville #boundaries


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